Taken For Granted
Most people know that I have social anxiety. I am a very quite, shy guy that would rather be left alone. Over the past few years I have been fighting more to overcome this. In the past few months alone, I have been doing overwhelming things I would not have done years ago. Today I started a conversation with the woman doing my hair. I talked to the cashier at my local Wal-Mart and I pumped/paid for gas. People take these things for granted but to me these are challenges that I do not wish to do. I was over joyed when I did these things. I am a 27-year-old male who may love knowledge but common things like simply pumping gas is hard for me.
There has been times in my life when someone would ask me to get out and pump gas. I would simply flip out and start acting like a 10 year old covering my face with my shirt.
My cat has been acting weird over the past two weeks. She goes in and out of the house over the years we had her but for the past 2 weeks she refuses to leave the house unless we toss her out to go get some fresh air. Even then she will try to run back into the house. There has been two other cats showing up around the house. I, never wanting to see a hungry animal fed them. My cat wanted outside but then she started to fight one of the cats outside pinning it against the door. I had to split them up and she hissed at me which I do not allow her to do. She got in trouble for that and she would not leave the cat alone unless I was either between them or the cat was in my lap.
My cat is a little devil while the other two wildish cats were shy but would cuddle right up to you once in your arms/lap. Wish we could take them in but even my one cat makes my mom’s allergies act up.
